Loneliness is my basic feeling. I feel lonely at the meeting with friends or at the dinner with my partner. The world doesn’t seem friendly to me, so I search for some safe place. Where is it? Is it inside or outside? Does close relations make me feel safer, or fear of loss enhances feeling of loneliness? In my diary I try to capture states that make me feel secure. A safe place exists only in the moment. I keep those moments in order to return to them later and experience that feeling again.